Lost in time....

Have you ever felt that way? Where it seems like you have lost a day during the week or the clock a skipped ahead a couple of hours? That is how February has felt to me because "Oh WoW!" look its March!

I am a mother to a 2 1/2 year old. I love him with every breath in my body. But "Lordy" can this child wear me out. Yes, he is a ball full of energy and love. However, its the shaping. molding, training or so it is called of a child that gets to me. Right now he is sick and its as if we have had a visit from his "evil twin". OK, OK, its not THAT bad but it sure is a bit harder than normal.

So I guess how I lose time is....I zone out when he is asleep. So for instance his nap becomes my mommy time. Catching up on FB or a movie. A little cleaning (not too loudly so as not to wake him) and having Bible/Prayer time. I am so thankful he still takes a nap!

When 3:30pm hits, I then go on double duty. My step-son is home from school=time to get the house ready for everybody to invade and dinner on the stove. Some nights I feel like I am on hyper drive. As soon as my toddler is in bed......I zone out again!

I guess I just really need to find time to write here more. Find a little bit more of who I am. What I need to change or challenge myself.  Like back in the day when I wrote in my little journal. I look back at it now and just laugh. It's so time to let go of  ......and to go forward.

I read this last night and it reminded me of "Who" still cares about me. Even when I feel lost in time. God has each moment of my life planned....I just need to stay focused on Him!

"The Lord will perfect that which concerns me;
Your mercy, O Lord, endures forever;
Do not forsake the works of Your hands." Psalm 138:8